either i forget a freaken title or i forget the signature , smh .
out of contro, /=
lOl .
i need a life
-------- Aweeesomeee
Thursday, January 1, 2009
anywaysssz ...
this is what i was gonnah say before i read coolbeans'sz blogg /=
my new years was sus af !
i spent it in my cousins bed (alone] watching The Dark Knight /=
then i fell asleep around 1 while reading twilight for the 4th time (=
twilight is the best fucken book/series shit Ever ! idk, like it really changed my life ! i would be honored to fall in love w/ some immortal who's like .. shit, THE BEST THING ! omg, edward is fucken AMAZINGG . the series changed my mind about love . wait, im lying, but still . it's some Shit in the best possible way. it's jess too cute . but, iono it's not so realistic because they never really fight and you know that;s, hmph, some bull . in twilight this boy is sneaking in her house damn near every night and watching the bitch sleep and listeninfg to her sleep talk! wtf !!!!!??? now that deserves a beat down ! i mean she got mad and all that be she forgave, well forgot, well more like started thinging about something else like super quick ! wth !? he woulda got a piece of my mind and the cold shoulder for a cool min no matter how beatiful or .. shit ! whatever the fuck he was doing to her, that i gottah say a bitch is fiening for ! lmao, i jess embarrassed myself. i supposed i got delate that be fuck it (=
but anyway back to my boring new year ..
omg, you know how you suppposed to like count down ? do people even do that anymore ? well, w.e. idek what i was doing . i was prolly having a sneazing or blowing my nose until my head hurt . neither of which is how i planned to spend my new year ..
well, my new year was bad for another reason ..
I WAS FREAKEN DEPRSSED !!
it all started when i told (i told her i was bouttah do it, but i was more like asken her .. again i embarrassed myself ] my mama i was bouttah get my nose pierced . why was she tallken bout some we'll talk about it when you turn 16 . the more i think about it the mor reasonable it becomes considering the circumstances .. w/e, i was on some OTHER shit . lol
but anyway i got to thinkin about how idk if this is how a life lived "to the fullest" is supposed to be . aint you supposed to do dumb shit and fuck yourself over a couple times . and not liddo stuff like .. i can't think of nuthen rightnow but arent kids SUPPOSED to steal their parents cars and credit caeds and steal things and sneak out and get piercings and get too drunk and if you really trynnah wild out pop a lil sumthen sumthen ... lmao XD
but fareal lemme stop ..
i needed get out there and do some shit !! if i wasn't born into the family that i was i would mosdef be the girl your parents wnt you to be nothing like ! and in a sense im proud of that, for reasons i couldn't begin to explain .
but hmm, i like thinking and observing and bullshit like that so maybe i wouldn't .
you are a product of your surroundings and well ..
but omg ! i felt so much like cool when i was jess layen down thinken yuh know .
the movie had went off so i was jess layen in the dark with the phone layen next to me and i snot rack in my hands
/=
XD
cool huh ?
i coming home tomorrow .
idk yet if that's good or bad . whenever im coming back home i feel soo "UGHH, BLAHH )=" but when im coming to cali feel like "hmmm (= i hope some SHIT goes DOWN" eww !! im thirsty for OUTRAGOUS ESCAPES (= lol . i guess i take the things that go on for granted because they're not up to par w/ my imagination . if that's the case im scraaaruuedd ! because no matter what happens im always gonnah think bigger ..
im getting bored w/ exspessing myself .
i want some cake .
dude, im gettng freaken sleeppppyy !! -_-
holla
sighed,
as Awesome as it's gonnah get (=
this is what i was gonnah say before i read coolbeans'sz blogg /=
my new years was sus af !
i spent it in my cousins bed (alone] watching The Dark Knight /=
then i fell asleep around 1 while reading twilight for the 4th time (=
twilight is the best fucken book/series shit Ever ! idk, like it really changed my life ! i would be honored to fall in love w/ some immortal who's like .. shit, THE BEST THING ! omg, edward is fucken AMAZINGG . the series changed my mind about love . wait, im lying, but still . it's some Shit in the best possible way. it's jess too cute . but, iono it's not so realistic because they never really fight and you know that;s, hmph, some bull . in twilight this boy is sneaking in her house damn near every night and watching the bitch sleep and listeninfg to her sleep talk! wtf !!!!!??? now that deserves a beat down ! i mean she got mad and all that be she forgave, well forgot, well more like started thinging about something else like super quick ! wth !? he woulda got a piece of my mind and the cold shoulder for a cool min no matter how beatiful or .. shit ! whatever the fuck he was doing to her, that i gottah say a bitch is fiening for ! lmao, i jess embarrassed myself. i supposed i got delate that be fuck it (=
but anyway back to my boring new year ..
omg, you know how you suppposed to like count down ? do people even do that anymore ? well, w.e. idek what i was doing . i was prolly having a sneazing or blowing my nose until my head hurt . neither of which is how i planned to spend my new year ..
well, my new year was bad for another reason ..
I WAS FREAKEN DEPRSSED !!
it all started when i told (i told her i was bouttah do it, but i was more like asken her .. again i embarrassed myself ] my mama i was bouttah get my nose pierced . why was she tallken bout some we'll talk about it when you turn 16 . the more i think about it the mor reasonable it becomes considering the circumstances .. w/e, i was on some OTHER shit . lol
but anyway i got to thinkin about how idk if this is how a life lived "to the fullest" is supposed to be . aint you supposed to do dumb shit and fuck yourself over a couple times . and not liddo stuff like .. i can't think of nuthen rightnow but arent kids SUPPOSED to steal their parents cars and credit caeds and steal things and sneak out and get piercings and get too drunk and if you really trynnah wild out pop a lil sumthen sumthen ... lmao XD
but fareal lemme stop ..
i needed get out there and do some shit !! if i wasn't born into the family that i was i would mosdef be the girl your parents wnt you to be nothing like ! and in a sense im proud of that, for reasons i couldn't begin to explain .
but hmm, i like thinking and observing and bullshit like that so maybe i wouldn't .
you are a product of your surroundings and well ..
but omg ! i felt so much like cool when i was jess layen down thinken yuh know .
the movie had went off so i was jess layen in the dark with the phone layen next to me and i snot rack in my hands
/=
XD
cool huh ?
i coming home tomorrow .
idk yet if that's good or bad . whenever im coming back home i feel soo "UGHH, BLAHH )=" but when im coming to cali feel like "hmmm (= i hope some SHIT goes DOWN" eww !! im thirsty for OUTRAGOUS ESCAPES (= lol . i guess i take the things that go on for granted because they're not up to par w/ my imagination . if that's the case im scraaaruuedd ! because no matter what happens im always gonnah think bigger ..
im getting bored w/ exspessing myself .
i want some cake .
dude, im gettng freaken sleeppppyy !! -_-
holla
sighed,
as Awesome as it's gonnah get (=
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