31DEC08

so its the last day of this year & i must say i'm glad.

this year was so effed up in so many ways to explain, but some good came out of it.

right now, i'm watching my grandmother fry up some chicken ... :/ i swear i'mma die if i keep eating in this house. all this fried food ... you'll find me one day in a corner in the fetal position clutching my heart. smh ... 

just thinking now, i noticed that i've lost more friends than i gained. & its not from something i did, or what they did... we just simply fell off. thats awful, it might be my fault though.. because i'm not the type to just call people .... if i'm bored i just sit around & be bored. hopefully this new year has a lot more in store for me.

Anyways i'll try to bring in the new year with my camera tonight lol.

oh yeah, & if anybody's reading this ... i'm starting a new blog sooo i'll post a link for it soon :D

--coolbeans.

asian persuasion

I was told that my blog was hmmm... semi-- AWFUL !

lol, well guess what i don't care. This is mine to just blow smoke because i rather not talk to a person because whenever i do... seems like they aren't listening. && There's two people blogging on here sooo... 

WHO CARES WHAT YOU THINK BOO-BOO CRITIC !

on another note[lol] christmas just passed & i got nothing just as i asked for lol. Nobody believed me ... Everybody i know is just now getting an i-pod touch... been had it ... since it first came out. I was on the waiting list :D

I need breakfast.. i've been up since 3 this morning, i went to sleep early. I couldn't go back to sleep. I just laid in bed until daylight. Because if i got up & started walking around, that would be pretty weird lol & plus somebody might wake up & tell me to take my [behind] back to sleep. I refrained from using the computer but i listened to my ipod... got tired of it. threw it to the side like a dirty ho .

please excuse the randomness my brain is scattered & my life is uneventful so no stories to tell.

oh yeah

my thanksgiving sucked by the way ...

my family pisses me off, i was so excited to see them & then they killed it >:[

ahhh

coolbeans *again

i need, i need, i need.... bread ??

okay so its sunday & i've pretty much loafed around all weekend. i didn't do my homework & my teacher was putting me all on front street talking about i never do my homework. maybe i have ADD... i think so. I attempted to do it but it was like too much. + none of the info was really on the internet so what that say about the assignment hmmm ? [say response here]

okay, what you said.

lol

anyways, so i just got finish picking up my trash from all over my back yard :/ those darn animals ! i was sooo pissed.... but now i'm okay i guess... its cold in my house & outside. we wear hoodies & hats inside ...smh ...shame.

I have to attend (lol attend) a christmas party today... i think my schedule is pretty much filled for like this whole week ... ugh. I have tutorial & conditioning ALL THIS WEEK ! i might not do conditioning though... but i can't talk on the phone & type sooo uhhhh later lol

coolbeaners