This past weekend my older sis came to visit and when she comes to visit its not for me or my dad or any of our other hundred brothers and sisters its for my cousin. I mean they're close in age i guess well not really. My sis is 18 and my cousin just turned 21.
So my cousin came up from college to celebrate her birthday with family, and some friends. My sis came for the celebration. But from the day my sis came [friday] they were out and about and the only time i could spend time with her was like right before she went to the club or if i hung out with her and my cousin [during the day]. I'm not old enough to club hop yet, I have the to though lol. So like on the night of my cousins party my sis tries to get money fro the ATM so she could go to the club... none of them gave her money but it was saying that the transaction went through. She asked our dad for some money and he told her that he wouldn't support her habit. It was sad because he knows thats his child cause he does the same ish.... going from club to club. Anyway so my aunt and her friend gave my sister some money so she can go, and i was left alone again but it was anything new. I asked my dad before he left my aunts house where he was going and he said home. He Lied. When i got home he wasn't even there. I hate being lied to but he does that all the time. He always late and he's a procrastinator but i procrastinate. I felt kinda depressed but i just sat up with my play husband kenneth and talked on the phone with him but i got tired and told him we'll chat later he was kinda sad...I LOVE HIM BUNCHES cause he all like a young bul but he's like everything i would want in a guy.
I was going to move with my mom over the summer and stay for the rest of my days but i haven't talked to her in awhile and i haven't seen her in months. The same with my brother [on my moms side] I hadn't talked to him in months and he sends me a comment on myspace about him and his girlfriend about to break up. I don't care. But i acted like i did i mean we hadn't talked in idk how long and he sends me a comment all willy nilly about that. psh. well i can't talk because i didn't even try to talk to him.
Yesterday at practice i went glare blind. You know how if you look at a light that spot would be in your eye for a good minute well that happened to me but it was like my whole eye. and then i got a killer headache and coach kept yelling at us talking about we were standing around so, i just tried to go on . Then after practice 'john john' sat with me until my dad came to get me which he was an hour late but i think if john wasn't there i would've passed out.
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